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любовь может убить, причем без всякого оправдания, кроме самой любви. можно даже обозначить границу, на которой любовь оборачивается убийством других людей. в некоторой степени любви вообще не может быть без виновности - и личной, и абсолютной. но виновность эта всегда одинока. ее тяжело перенести, ибо у нее нет алиби разума. ты один должен решить, любишь или нет, и один отвечаешь за все непредсказуемые последствия настоящей любви. этому рискованному одиночеству человек предпочитает тепленькие чувства и мораль. он боится себя и за себя. стремится избавить себя от одиночества, отвергая свое существование. и прежде всего начинает искать оправдание, которое немного облегчило бы тяжесть его вины. раз уж обязательно надо быть виновным, он по крайней мере будет не один. вот такой вот вояка.
сенечка - моя любимая подружка и без него было бы гораздо труднее он может придти в 12 часов ночи, внимательно выслушать поток информации и просто напрочь перевернуть мои размышления, дав лишь несколько комментариев; спасибо, кстати, у меня мысли немного структурировались, жаль только, что ненадолго хочу, чтобы все мальчики понимали меня так же, было бы идеально
я говорю, что умею отвлекаться и тут же себе противоречу я всегда себе противоречу, особенно если речь идет о чем-то не-бытовом и поэтому пока мое альтер-эго отчаяно пытается привести жизнь в порядок, направляет в правильное русло, делает все, как нужно и радует поведением окружающих, эго сносит все на своем пути, разрушает то малое, заботливо построенное, растаптывает до мельчайших крошек и расстраивает, расстраивает, расстраивает
казалось бы, все хорошо, ну, по крайней мере не так плохо, как могло бы быть и мне не на что жаловаться: не столь серьезные проблемы, решаемые но сегодня, проходя по знакомой дорожке к дому, услышалась мне в наушниках та самая песня, и прокатила какая-то волна отчаяния с головы до ног, ничего не оставалось, как сесть на ближайший бордюр и как следует разреветься так и сидела бы дальше, но тут вдруг песня закончилась и как-то глупо все выглядеть стало в один момент что это я, такая большая и умная, сижу тут, понимаете ли, сопли распускаю, на морозе к тому же не к месту слезлива хочу, чтобы меня обнимали